Lamar Odom Loves Partying More Than Khloe Kardashian?

Khloe Kardashian has been there for Lamar Odom ever since the news broke that he had overdosed on drugs and alcohol at a Nevada brothel back in October. But it seems like the troubled athlete wants his wild life back and doesn't want the Keeping Up With The Kardashians star to control his every move.

“Lamar’s over it! He can’t stand the fact Khloe’s trying to control his life. He’s over all the judgement and scrutiny,” a source told Hollywood Life. “He feels he and Khloe could use some space and time apart. He also wants to live his life freely and do as he chooses without being followed around like a hawk 24-7.”

The 31-year-old Kocktails with Khloe host clearly showed her frustrations with Odom after he was seen partying at a bar on March 26. Kardashian is worried that the 36-year-old troubled athlete could lead himself to death with his partying ways but at the same time, she is concerned that things will turn for the worse if she’s no longer around.

TMZ reported that the reality star is ready to proceed with divorcing Odom but feels a "tremendous amount of guilt" as it could lead to further substance issues.

On April 10, Kardashian expressed her feelings by posting a dramatically long message to Instagram that clearly showed how badly she’s been hurt by trying to make someone happy and to make someone love her.

"It doesn't matter how loyal you are to someone," Kardashian posted along with a lengthy caption. "You can't change someone's heart and bad habits unless they want to themselves."