Jiah Khan Dead, Bollywood UPDATE: 'Suicide Note' and Letter to Boyfriend Suraj Pancholi Released

Further details emerge from the Jiah Khan suicide story after the Times of India released two letters allegedly written by the Bollywood actress. Both are addressed to her former boyfriend, actor Suraj Pancholi.

Khan took her life on June 3, and Pancholi was arrested and remains in custody under the charges that he abetted the suicide. Khan's mother has claimed that the actress had facial injuries round the time that she and Pancholi split. 

One letter released seems to be from happier days, and Khan is apologizing for an unnamed offense. She demonstrates genuine affection for Pancholi. 

"Thank you for being the most beautiful beautiful human to me," she writes in an excerpt. "I promise to only help you to get where you want and make your father and mother proud." 

The more damning of the two letters however is the alleged suicide note. In it, the actress accuses Pancholi of being unfaithful and she also lays claim to having a child aborted. Police in Mumbai recovered reports documenting the procedure from a hospital yesterday. The letter was released by Khan's mother, Rabiya, and features Rabiya's initials and the date "9-6-2013" on each page. Handwriting analysts must examine the document to prove its authenticity. 

The full text is available online but the following two paragraphs tell the whole tragic story. 

"There was a time I saw my life with you, a future with you. But you shattered my dreams. I feel dead inside. I've never given so much of myself to someone or cared so much. You returned my love with cheating and lies. It didn't matter how many gifts I gave you or how beautiful I looked for you. I was scared of getting pregnant but I gave myself completely the pain you have caused me everyday has destroyed every bit of me, destroyed my soul. I can't eat or sleep or think or function. I am running away from everything. The career is not even worth it anymore.

When I first met you I was driven, ambitious and disciplined. Then I fell for you, a love I thought would bring out the best in me. I don't know why destiny brought us together. After all the pain, the rape, the abuse, the torture I have seen previously I didn't deserve this. I didn't see any love or commitment from you. I just became increasingly scared that you would hurt me mentally or physically. Your life was about partying and women. Mine was you and my work. If I stay here I will crave you and miss you. So I am kissing my 10-year career and dreams goodbye. I never told you but I received a message about you. About you cheating on me. I chose to ignore it, decided to trust you. You embarrassed me. I never went out, I never went with anyone else. I am a loyal person. I never met anyone with Karthik I just wanted you to feel how you make me feel constantly. No other woman will give you as much as I did or love you as much as I did. I can write that in my blood."