Lindsay Lohan, Oprah Winfrey Interview VIDEO: Cocaine, Alcohol Ruined Lindsay, Cries About Being Addicted to Chaos?

Lindsay Lohan sat down with Oprah Winfrey in an exclusive interview for "Oprah's Next Chapter" talking about her family, drug abuse, and prison.

In an in-detail interview, Lohan briefly recalls her major fight with her mother Dina Lohan in 2012 in which she called her father and told him that her mother was using cocaine out of spite. The actress told Oprah that she didn't know that her father was recording the conversation and that the fight was simply a "bad mother and daughter fight," and that he mother never was on cocaine. The troubled star told Oprah, "I was really ashamed by that," and insisted that her family has gotten better nowadays and urged them to "keep our life private."

The tears were on-and-off during the interview and the actress admitted that she was a better place after her last rehab stint, "I feel whole again. I have such a desire to keep this feeling and stay this way."

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Lohan confirmed to Oprah that she in fact abused her talent because she was "addicted to chaos." The child actress talked about her talent and being side tracked by her chaotic life saying she wanted to "find a way to appreciate what I have."

"[I'm] tired. I lived so many lives in one lifetime and it's not interesting to me anymore," Lohan said referring to her alcoholic-drug filled partying days.

Lohan admitted to Oprah that she was addicted to alcohol -not cocaine. The 27-year-old claimed she only tried cocaine 10-15 times, but hated the feeling the next morning. When Oprah asked her why, the "Mean Girls" actress explained, "It allowed me to drink more," she added, "It went hand-in-hand with drinking."

Watch some of the interview highlights here: