Khole Kardashian Still Misses Lamar Odom? Ex Sends Cryptic Message To Ex-Husband

Is Khloe Kardashian still sending subliminal messages to Lamar Odom through Instagram?

One source close to Khloe says the broken up couple have always remained close despite filing for divorce Dec. 2013, "They always talk, and [Lamar's birthday] was no different," the source revealed, "They didn't talk about her boyfriend. It was a very brief 'Hello, happy birthday' CONVERSATION because she was on the run."

Nov. 6, Khloe posted a cryptic Instagram message that seemed it was directed to the former NBA star, "Closure: Like TIME suspended, a wound unmended - you and I. We had no ending, said no good-bye. For all my life, I'll wonder why."

A photo posted by Khloé (@khloekardashian) on Nov 11, 2014 at 9:10pm PST

According to US Weekly, the reality star wants to get back on the dating scene after ending her relationship with rapper French Montana and even has been looking abroad for love while on a business trip to Dubai.

 Sources close to the star revealed that she wants to move forward but her estrange husband refused to let her go, "He refuses to sign DIVORCE PAPERS," the source said. "Without an official divorce, there's no closure for her." The source added that she doesn't think a reconciliation is possible despite Lamar's efforts, "She gets very emotional when he's doing bad things. there's a part of her that can't let go and wishes he could change, but she realizes he won't."

According to Hollywoodlife.com, the 34-year-old allegedly found his way back into the 30-year-old's heart, "Khloe still loves Lamar, but she's not even close to taking him back. He would have to prove that he's really changed. He'd have to go to rehab, which he hasn't done yet. But she does still loves him, so it's possible."

The source added, "Lamar apologized profusely for the past and didn't hold back his feelings."