Chris Brown has Suicidal Thoughts? Instagram Message Worries Fans after Home Invasions

Finally, Chris Brown wasn't the talk of the town this week, instead it was Nicki Minaj, Taylor Swift and the VMAs Twitter war. But before all of that drama, Brown was the talk of social media after his home was recently invaded, which caused him to post a cryptic message via Instagram where he wrote about his inner thoughts claiming that someone in his shoes would've probably committed suicide by now. Does the pop singer have sucidal thoughts? Read more on what the said below.

 Where is #ChrisBrown's chill?

A photo posted by Baller Alert (@balleralert) on Jul 21, 2015 at 11:05pm PDT

In the message below the pop singer vented to his fans about life, being a good father, and many other subjects which seemed like Brown was asking for help.

The singer wrote: "When u tired of the fucking devil ruining your life and u hear God speak for the first time. No one knows what I deal with on a day to day. The average man wouldn't hesitate to blow his fucking brains out but that's the cowards way out...Most won't understand the genius and beauty in change and learning and the people who have devilish intentions will win in the short term. My soul will always be pure of heart. What's on the surface always looks like one big party but inside there is a little boy looking for help and guidance. People say 'be a man.' Yeah, that's right but it doesn't take away any pain you really go through. I just wanna stay out the way and do music. Most importantly and great father. I don't have any more patience for anything that will cause me to self destruct!!" [sic]

#ChrisBrown speaks! A photo posted by The Shade Room (@theshaderoominc) on Jul 21, 2015 at 11:50am PDT

Later, it appeared that Brown was having a better day. Since this shocking message Brown has been seen smiling and joking around with his friends once again. In the video below, Brown showed off his dance moves.

#PressPlay: #ChrisBrown playing A video posted by The Shade Room (@theshaderoominc) on Jul 22, 2015 at 10:00am PDT

In the next video, it appears that Brown was making fun off the crazy VMAs drama that happened on Wednesday when Nicki Minaj, Taylor Swift, Meek Mill, Drake, Bruno Mars, NeNe Leakes, Kim Kardashian, Katy Perry, Perez Hilton, and many more got a word in. Or maybe he was reading "headline, after headlines" about himself.

#PressPlay: #ChrisBrown we trying to figure that out too #PettyWapWednesdays A video posted by The Shade Room (@theshaderoominc) on Jul 22, 2015 at 9:48am PDT

No matter what Brown was talking about, acting out, or venting about, we're glad that he was at least smiling on Wednesday, despite revealing some of the issues that have been bothering him.